My Little BearQuick, steady heartbeat,
Strong kicks throughout each day,
Seeing you move inside me,
Makes everything feel okay.
You're my shinning star,
The only thing
That brings a smile to my face
Sweet child I can't wait to meet you
You're truly a miracle
A part of God's grace.
LifeRounding each & every corner
Seems to lead to more dead ends.
Every time I think I'm moving forward
Life knocks me back again
I'll finally get it right
These words won't be
All I have in the black of night.
These clouds will part their grays
And finally I'll be able to live
In the light
Instead of this darkened haze.
We broke upWe broke up
And for months I cried,
During my new relationship I cried,
And after he left,
I still cried,
Always for you.
When you re-entered my life,
I felt so much joy...
A permanent smile on my face,
left me feeling free
But then reality set in,
The thoughts of you leaving,
The pain of knowing what you do,
Agony, from not even telling my family
You once again exist in my life.
And before you and I could
Ever really be anything again,
I left...like I always leave.
Tower Over YouYou used me,
Got in my head
And refused me.
You broke me,
And from the dream
We were living
You woke me.
You're a coward,
And at last
I finally tower,
Over you as I leave.
Buggy BugI know that in your heart,
You'll never understand
Why "Eggy" needs to leave,
How I'll no longer hold your hand.
Your bright blue eyes,
They brought me so much joy,
Those tiny fingers and toes,
Where we always needed to go.
I know that in your heart,
You'll never be able to see
How much I loved you child,
How the world, I wanted you to see
Because my family loved you dearly,
Just like I always had,
But sometimes there's things that happen,
That you just can't let get past.
I love you Buggy Bug
I hope that someday you'll know,
I never wanted to give you up
You were the thing that made me feel whole...
For a while I was over youFor a while I was over you,
For a while I was glad you were gone,
But lately my head
Has started a battle with my heart
And I'm not sure how I really feel anymore.
I've been lying to myself,
To my family and my friends,
But most importantly,
I've been lying to him...
Because I tell him that I love him,
I hold his hand in public,
I kiss him as if my heart is melting,
When really, my heart is just a pile of rocks
That still belong to you.