Second GuessingI'm so sick of living in your head,
Second guessing every word you've said;
Trying to convince myself
That what you say is true,
But remembering daily, what you put me through.
Cut, Copy, and PasteI wish that I could cut up
The words you speak
So that I could rearrange them
In a way that would make you say
You love me.
I would copy every single word
Copy them over and over
Maybe save some for when I'm down,
So I could look at them and feel better.
Then I would past them in your heart,
So you felt the same way I did,
And I would paste them in my heart,
So I don't have to worry about wondering.
Cut, copy, and paste;
It is all I would have to do,
Putting you and I together,
Would certainly be a dream come true.
UnnoticedThe words I have whispered
(Too afraid to speak out loud)
In hopes that you'd hear
All go unnoticed.
My tears and the pain,
(Only shown in the dark)
Where you can't see them,
As not to frighten you away.
I'm trying so hard
(To make you like me)
To just make you see,
But my attempts seem to go
FeelingsHeart, stop your fluttering;
You don't know his intentions.
You are not allowed to feel.
Chest, keep on breathing;
I need your air to live.
Head, please stop spinning,
Pretend he doesn't exist.
Just because he spoke to you,
Does not mean he likes you
And just because he thought of you
Doesn't mean he loves you.
((but I still hope it does)).
TrustingI think about you constantly,
As I go throughout my day,
But when I do not hear from you
I think you may have strayed.
Sadness seeps and tears fall down,
But you are not the culprit;
I am my worst enemy,
When it comes to trusting others.
Hold OnHold on
Through the pain.
Things are bound to change.
And just believe.
Because you can do anything.
Life's a DriveI feel as though I'm driving
90 miles per hour,
in the dark,
with the headlights off.
How do I get out of this car,
when the doors are locked?
Holding BackMy lips are bruised and bleeding
From all of the words I've been holding back;
Avoiding this feeling,
The feeling of me, wanting you back.