We broke up

We broke up
And for months I cried,
During my new relationship I cried,
And after he left,
I still cried,
for you...
Always for you.

When you re-entered my life,
I felt so much joy...
The happiness,
A permanent smile on my face,
left me feeling free
and alive,

But then reality set in,
The thoughts of you leaving,
The pain of knowing what you do,
Agony, from not even telling my family
You once again exist in my life.

I panicked,
I freaked,
And before you and I could
Ever really be anything again,
I left...like I always leave.