You're trying to make Me out to be the bad guy Saying it was lies While saying our last goodbyes. But no one will ever know The shit you put me through. How you threw my phone How you screamed And scared me to the bone. No, no one will ever know About the nights I laid there crying How I'd go to bed, Wondering if I'd Wake up to you dying How you made me B e l i e v e You'd take your own life How you succumbed me in, With your grieving and strife. No, no one will ever know Because I will never speak that pain, I would never tarnish your name. So go ahead and rub dirt on mine But you can't really believe This was all me.
Have you ever laughed and then realized you can't remember the last time you really laughed?
Have you ever woken in the middle of the night with tears streaming down your face?
Have you ever layed in bed sobbing, as you're unable to pinpoint the exact moment your life went wrong?
Have you ever thought so hard about what you did to make yourself this unlovable?
Have you ever stared out into the darkness, just hoping it would swallow you up?
Have you ever wished on every star, 11:11, birthday candle, or wishing well penny that you would finally find your soul mate, so you don't feel so alone anymore?
Have you ever?
Have you?
Because I h
"I don't know"
Is what comes out
When you ask me to try
Because
I still love you
And
I don't know why.
Bc with you
I knew who I was,
And every moment
We shared together
Was like nothing I'd ever felt
But this;
This is why
I keep to myself
This is why
I don't talk to guys
This is why
I don't go out.
Because I make
the wrong choice,
The bad choice,
The choice that seems
Every bit exciting,
But leaves me sighing,
Crying
So torn up inside,
I feel like dying.
Because today
You stood me up
Today
you left me hanging
Today
you made me the fool
Today
You didn't respond,
But in spite of your actions
I became
stronger
I became
wiser
I be
Heart still beats
When I'm alone.
I don't need you,
But yet, you feel like home.
Same silly song
Running through my head;
It's the last thing you played
Before you were dead.
See, last night I came home
And found you here,
But alone you were not,
Even though you called me dear.
I pulled the trigger,
With tears in my eyes,
"Why her?" I asked you,
As I watched you die.
This is who I am
It's what I do
I love people
Until they no longer need me
And then I love them until they drop me
Where Once again
I'm left, alone, to pick up all the broken pieces that scatter across the linoleum,
But still I love; like I've never been broken
And still, I hold on
Like I've never been let go
Bc this is what I do
It's who I am
Have you ever laughed and then realized you can't remember the last time you really laughed?
Have you ever woken in the middle of the night with tears streaming down your face?
Have you ever layed in bed sobbing, as you're unable to pinpoint the exact moment your life went wrong?
Have you ever thought so hard about what you did to make yourself this unlovable?
Have you ever stared out into the darkness, just hoping it would swallow you up?
Have you ever wished on every star, 11:11, birthday candle, or wishing well penny that you would finally find your soul mate, so you don't feel so alone anymore?
Have you ever?
Have you?
Because I h
"I don't know"
Is what comes out
When you ask me to try
Because
I still love you
And
I don't know why.
Bc with you
I knew who I was,
And every moment
We shared together
Was like nothing I'd ever felt
But this;
This is why
I keep to myself
This is why
I don't talk to guys
This is why
I don't go out.
Because I make
the wrong choice,
The bad choice,
The choice that seems
Every bit exciting,
But leaves me sighing,
Crying
So torn up inside,
I feel like dying.
Because today
You stood me up
Today
you left me hanging
Today
you made me the fool
Today
You didn't respond,
But in spite of your actions
I became
stronger
I became
wiser
I be
Heart still beats
When I'm alone.
I don't need you,
But yet, you feel like home.
Same silly song
Running through my head;
It's the last thing you played
Before you were dead.
See, last night I came home
And found you here,
But alone you were not,
Even though you called me dear.
I pulled the trigger,
With tears in my eyes,
"Why her?" I asked you,
As I watched you die.
This is who I am
It's what I do
I love people
Until they no longer need me
And then I love them until they drop me
Where Once again
I'm left, alone, to pick up all the broken pieces that scatter across the linoleum,
But still I love; like I've never been broken
And still, I hold on
Like I've never been let go
Bc this is what I do
It's who I am
All I've ever wanted was to be loved.
On my good days & bad,
Whether I'm happy or sad
To know that everything's going to be ok
That I'm not alone
In this world of twisting words of what's been heard
To have that one hand to hold
Until my Grave is laid out before me
When you'll no longer control me
And God accepts me,
To be part of His kingdom
I beg and I pray
That tomorrow will be better
That these tear stained cheeks
Finally dry and a smile once again
Envelopes them.
'Twas the night before Christmas And within DeviantArt’s borders, Many artists were inside Due to stay-at-home orders. Yes, some were essential, Others kept to their sphere. There was no denying the holidays Looked different this year. More rapid than Sonic The bad news this year came. Twas basically a Billy Joel song, With “This is fine” dog in flames. But through so much sadness, One thing gave us heart. There was a way to stay connected While physically apart. DeviantArt’s vibrant community Gave a much-needed reprieve: A place to share, to create, to support, and to grieve. Our community thrives on awareness, Working through emotions with art. Connections through shared passions Makes us a little less apart. So while this year’s poem Is less merry and bright, The kindred spirits we’ve found here Bring inspiration and light. Santa’s message to deviants As he rode out of view: “Happy Holidays to all! 2020, we won’t miss you!” ╰( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡° )つ──🎨*:・゚ –Creatively crafted
I reach out to touch
Her hand while looking down
At a face that is almost
Lifeless.
She shifts in the bed,
Opens her eyes,
And looks at me.
I smile
So she doesnt see my fear.
I shiver going back
To when I was a child
Sitting on her lap,
Watching TV.
My dad is on
The other side of the bed
Just standing there.
Take me on the Ferris wheel, Daddy.
Hold my hand real tight,
Don't let me fall out.
I need to close my eyes,
Just this one time.
Take me on the Ferris wheel, Daddy,
I can buckle myself,
I'm closing my eyes, daddy,
Because I'm afraid of heights.
Take me on the Ferris wheel Daddy,
Those people look like ants,
I'm too big to fall out daddy,
So I don't need to hold your hand.
Take me on the Ferris Wheel, Daddy,
There's something I need to say,
I'm going off to college, daddy
I'll make you proud of me always.
Take me on the Ferris Wheel Daddy,
This may be our last chance,
I'm getting married tomorrow,
You can have the last danc
Soulmate,
You call to me
In my dreams, your face
Seems more like reality,
I can't compete,
So I let you go instead,
But deep in my heart,
I'll always know,
That no matter what
Our love could have always flowed.
You're too good for me,
Is what you used to say,
But never did you stop and listen,
Why am I the one to always pay?
Never did you stop and ask,
If any of that even mattered to me.
Your way,
Is what it always had to be,
So, my love,
I let you go, so you can be free.
This is who I am
It's what I do
I love people
Until they no longer need me
And then I love them until they drop me
Where Once again
I'm left, alone, to pick up all the broken pieces that scatter across the linoleum,
But still I love; like I've never been broken
And still, I hold on
Like I've never been let go
Bc this is what I do
It's who I am
Glowing In The Dark by moonstruckbyshadow, literature
Literature
Glowing In The Dark
You're right there
yet you're so far away
is not that I don't care
I just can't find words to say
How many places you are at one time
the things you do that blow my mind
Dimensions start to fray
the lens begins to glare
Rending through time
but I'm just standing there
past and present lines are gray
my stigma becomes a stare
And for the current moment
I don't question why or where
With one eye looking to the future
and one eye to the past
I'm cross eyed to say the least
unaware of current circumstance
My mind catches up
to tell me of my morality
like water in a cup
Splashes me with stark reality
and I'm back from a dark
Yup, I'm one of those crazy girls who takes pictures of herself in the mirror, writes poems about how she feels, and loves more than she should. ;-)
Current Residence: US Favourite genre of music: Most anything Personal Quote: The only thing we are ever dealing with is a thought, and a thought can be changed.
Favourite Visual Artist
My friend, Heather :-D
Favourite Movies
The Holiday, Twilight Saga
Favourite TV Shows
Glee, Army Wives, and Pretty Little Liars
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Audrey and The Rocket Summer
Favourite Books
Twilight Saga, Harry Potter series, Anything by Nicholas Sparks
Other Interests
Reading, listening to music, writing, and playing with pictures
Sometimes I look back at my life and I'm ashamed of things I've done, thought, or said. Claiming to be a "Christian", but not living it the way I should. As I've laid here awake for the past 3 hours, unable to sleep, mind swirling with thoughts of everything my life is comprised of, my babies faces flash before me and my heart swells and saddens at the same time. I'm reminded of all the time I'm missing out on them throughout the day because I chose to work. The time I miss out after work bc momma is just too tired to do anything, but just sit and unwind, because I'm also a teacher who puts their entire heart and soul into her students, to co
We are 1/2 way through this pregnancy and I cannot wait to meet our little guy! Feeling him move throughout the day...mostly at night...is the most amazing experience of my life! I could seriously lay in bed all day and just feel him move around. :-) March definitely can't come soon enough! <3
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